Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Yesterday nite than i came back from DLC. By the way dlc stand for diploma leader's camp. Over all the camp was quite fun. Same time while having fun, i made some new friends from CENT.
On the first day of the camp, the whole of SME did not report for the camp. It was becuz we were doing our closing for book selling. At around 8plus than we went for the camp. First they had the talk. After that, we were broken down into our own group. Hmmm.....Most of my group member i know de...So no worries of being bore already. Than we were sent to our own class room for ice breaking game. We played handy plus, my favorite ice breaking game.... Hahaha...No la, my favorite is still go back jump....
After ice breaking, we her supper than some nite games.... Everything ended around 2plus 3. When everything ends, the whole of SME went back for meeting. So late already still meeting, but we had no choice cuz Monday need to hand in all the draft for director's cup. Our meeting lasted for about an hour plus and we went for our shower after that.
Hmmm....After shower and doing some other's stuff, the gals went to sleep. As for the guys, we were still awake till we automatically fell asleep and i was sleeping on the table when i woke up the nxt day.
Day 2 programme was fun. First we had breakfeast and some bonding game. After that we went for games at Tubusu groove. Alot of brain juices needed for almost all the games except for captain's ball. We played this game like playing ruby, somemore the ball we used was a cabbage wrap with newspapers. WTH. But it was fun... It was lunch and napping time. At 2plus, we played the game huntz. Its like treasure hunt. And my team were super creative. We just draw watever we cannot find and finish the game first. The last game was water game. Hmmm....Nothing to say about this game. Is just playing water... But the poor coordinator got splash with a pail of water mix with our dirty feet...Hehehe.... The fun part was the time it rain. We were sitting in a circle under the rain and playing go back jump. We were mad, really mad. Than, we went for shower and it was debrife and Bbq. Overall the camp was good. Compare to wat our seniors told us about last year, i think this year's camp was better. A big thnx to the camp co ordinator, Vanessa.... U did it and its over already.... Time for a good rest before Dcup....
9:04 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
For the pass few days, i had been very confuse over alot of things. Alot of why, how, when, should and many many more came to my mind suddenly. I also don't know wats the ans. All i know is once i go out with my friends, i tend to forget all the confusion for awhile but after sometimes, its back again... Really question mark sia...
Somemore i had a very bad attitude these few day. I also don't know y. Yesterday on board the bus there were 3 young kids talking loudly and playing loud noise from their handphones. Lucky i can control my temper till they went down the bus or else things will be bad, real bad. This morning the door bell kept ringing. It woke me up from my slp. I was so angry that i wanted to open the door and scold whoever is there. Again, i control myslef.
i don't know how long i can control my temper. Anytime and any moment i will realli go mad. So forgive me if it realli happen to anyone of you cuz i had enough of nonsense already.
Tmr sch reopen already. This sem. my table looks fine but still got 8am class. WTH. Every sem. sure got 8am. Still i am happy with the timing cuz i tuesday no sch. Hahaha.
See u guys in sch tmr.....
1:04 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Just came back from bangkok on Monday. I had lots of fun there. I was not thinking of anything but to enjoy myself there. Everyday my life there was to shop,eat,shop,eat and slp. But on the day when i was about to come back from bangkok, i saw lightning on board the plane. I was realli enjoy seeing it cuz i was rare to see it in singapore and it was continous. Reach singapore i bought 2 bottle of voka. 1 for bro. the other bottle for myself. Also i bought a nike bag which i had been looking for it in singapore for along time but was too expensive to buy it.
Yesterday and today i went back to sch to hlp up in the engineering week. I don't know much wats was going on but i just try my best to hlp up. I learn alot and will be prepared for upcoming events.
A short blog this time round cuz too tired to write more.
9:51 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Yesterday was my cousin's wedding. I woke up around 7am just to get ready for the morning event. After my whole family was ready, we went down to my cousin's house. Onli my grandmother and anut were there. So we waited for the rest to come.
After sometimes, my uncle and his family came. We chatted for awhile and than my uncle went out till 1pm. In between we had nothing to do. So mum and dad went home first. Me and my sister stay at their house.
At around 12, my mum and dad came back. Than we had the tea ceremony and photo taking. Everything was done fast and we went home after my uncle came and had his tea ceremony.
When i reach home, i went to sleep for awhile to prepare for the nite. When i woke up, i went to get ready. This time i spent almost an hour. hahaha.
Time to go for the dinner already. Couldn't wait wats installed for us.
When we reach there restuarant, i saw alot of people. Cuz there were 2 wedding. At the reception, i saw some of them whom i know. They are my cousin's friends. So chat with them for awhile than go in and talk with my relatives.
Show starts. First they had a short presentation. Than it was dinner. When the first dish was serve, i asked for 1 glass of wine and marthal. I eat and drink. I was not drunk yet. Onli after the yam seng, i felt i was abit drunk already. OMG. So i continue to drink so that i don't feel drunk. When i was time to go, i felt like vomiting. But i ren till i come home to bath. While i bath, i vomit. Eeeee.....
Aiyo, i cannot drink much alchol liao. Sian....Not fun one.
Congrates to my cousin.... Finally u are married liao....
12:58 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
It has been a very disappointing and sad week for me....Last week i nvr do well in my national selection... This week more things happen... Coach told me that i will not be playing for tp in the upcoming IP.... I knew it... But i didn't expect that i am not even in the reserve..... How can this be happening to me....
I had being doing well for the past few months but now everything seem to be over for me. Is this the end of bowling for me or should i give myself abreak first before deciding. I am lost. I do not know wat to do.
My dad told me that i am no training hard enough. He also told me to take this as a learning experience. But can i do it. I realli don't know. Wats in my mind now is the question why is this happening to me. Why.
Can i get over it. Can i do it. Can i.
Am i able to believe in myself or Am i just a useless person.
Wat is the ans. Wat should i do.
Is this realli the end. Is it.
6:16 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
This year is my first national selection. I am not good enough for national first year but i had learn alot. I had learn more than national age. Its a 2 days event. There are alot of ups and downs during these days.
For the first day, i was quick in my adjustment. Everything was going well for me. In the first 2 game, i played the inside. Which mean i was playing 15, 12. Becuz at 15, 7 it was too oily. The next 2 game, i was playing 15, 12 too. But i tried to play 15, 7 at the 3rd game. Hahaha, can play outside already. So i continue with my outside line. At the 5th game, i was also playing out. But twin tower was about to collapse already. Its my downfall all of a sudden. My play was getting from bad to worse. OMG.....
Things got worse for the second day. I was playing all i could for the first game. But i could not find my line. 15,12... 15, 7....20,12....All does not work for me.... Lucky i found my comfort zone in the 2nd game. I was playing 25, 12... I almost cried in my 3rd game. All my spares were head pin spares. But my ball is over hooking. No matter where i adjust, i could not get my line. After the worse game ever.... I went to the wash room to wash my face.... I wanted to cry but there was ppl inside.... I went back to the game.... I do not care about the ball over hooking already... I just bowl wat i can. I manage to get back to the game by abit..... The nxt 4 games were like a change over in me. I was bowling well but it was too, too late already....
Its all over for me to bowl for national this year....But i learn alot alot.... I made me more prepared for all the competition... In emotion or skills, i seem to be more ready now.... My onli hope now is that coach will select me for IVP....
National 2007/2008.... I will be a stronger and better.....
8:43 PM
