Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Dad had gone to japan...Sis is currently in Aust. coming back on the 11-08-07. Leaving mum and i at home. I will not be home early nowadays as school training had started, src training is still on and i had to play for league. Leaving mum at home alone. Hopefully my little cousin can come over and accompany my mum.
Hmmm....School training started....I am learning a new line. This line maybe useful for dry lanes. I had just try out this line on sat. during smu doubles. Smu doubles was shit sia for me. Playing a high game than my score drop like nobody business sia. I know my mistake when it was coming to an end. Should had played my new line lah. Never mind, its now useful for tampines lanes already. Today training i tried the line again and it works. Hopefully can repeat what i did today on thursday and sat. Than i can confirm that my form is back again.
Team 2 is currently at 9th place for the league. Hmm....Not bad not bad.... Against team anderson we won 17 points and against SP we won 9 points. I cannot blame my team for losing to SP cuz the lanes at victor's was super hard to play on that day. This week we are against smu and they are sharing the same points as us. I wish and hope we can beat them. Than most likely we will be up on the table.
Long time never go out with bro. already. When do i had the time to meet them now. Tuesday training, thursday league, friday training and sat. roll off. Where to find time sia. I have already let go somethings in school already. I confirm plus chop i will not let go bowling. MP-SIP also cannot let go. So what can i let go somemore. Can someone tell me.
11:09 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Last Sunday went to send Donald off to the other world. Its a very sad day for us. I cried 3 times that day. The first time was when the whole of team temasek 10 pin bowling that were present went to pay our last respect to him. The other time was when the coffin was about to be close. Last was during the cremation. But i still don't get it y some of them never turn up for the send off.
We just lose a friend, a team mate. We will never see him again anymore. But in our heart, he will always be remembered.
At night i went for meeting organise by nic our ex captain. Alot of things had been discussed. One issue is that team 2 will be the organiser for memorial of Donald. An event to remember Donald. However, this is still in the midst of planning.
The next issue was team2 issue. As the captain for team 2 from now on, i got alot of things to do. From contact list till strategy planning to win, all must be done. Now i really can fell how a captain really work. He/She does not only encourage the team but also to get everything right with the support from the team.
The word team is now very important to us. As most of my members are year 1s, they don't really know each other. For the next 11 weeks excluding holiday, i will try to organise outing and gathering for the team so that we can understand each other much more better. Also every month or so, there will be a meeting on the progress of the team and to slove all unhappiness in the team. I can do so much only. The rest must all depend on the team and i got confident that our team sprit and bonding will be stronger and fiercer than team 1.
My wish and hope for team 2 is about the same as nic. Winning is part of the wish. However the real hope is to see the team work together and bound well. I really wish that team 2 can overtake team 1 and the whole of team 2 will be in IP this year. Outstanding team 1. We maybe weak but our team spirt can tell everything. What make a team to win is the team spirt and not individual score.
Last issue of the meeting was to get someone to under stady me. Its quite obvirse who under studying me. He is the only bowler who knows me for more than 3 years and bowl the same club as me. He knows me longer than the rest of the bowler in team temasek. Hehehe....You all ownselve discover who he is bah.
Before i end this blog, i wish to think nic, vincent, asto, the one under studying me and most of team 2 member. Thanks for give me your support. I really cannot believe the respond i am getting when i was told to be the captain. In my mind there are some worries like will you all disown me as a captain as I had never lead a bowling team before. Thank goodness, everything that i worry never come thru. This is a good sign to me and the team and this will continue forever.
Thats all for now.....
Msg to team 2:
Fight hard, play hard....Every game means something.... I just hope you all will learn something after the league and a new team is form. No matter if we win or not, as long as you all try your best and never give, Donald will be happy up there....
Work Hard team...A waiting for good results for the next 11games. Hopefully we can bit the best team too....
Msg to Nic:
I may had thank you alot of times already. But still i must thank you again and again. Without you around, i don't really know what to do. You start the road for me and i will continue to construct till never ending....
2:02 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
A friend of my is gone forever...He had gone to another part of the world and will nvr come back again.
Why life isn't fair. Why does he need to leave this world at such a young age. He had not finish doing alot of things yet. But now he is gone. Why...Why...Why...I really don't understand why....
First he was admitted to cgh because he vomitted blood. Than afew days later he was transfer to sgh cuz he need to go for operation in the brain...I went to see him before his operation. He seems tired but still very lifely...
Thats the last time i see him....
Ever since he was in ICU, i had nvr visited him. Last Sunday i wanted to visit him with perry, but it was advice not to visit so i cancel the visit. After that i was told he went for another operation on wednesday and was told that the next 48 hours will be critical...He will survive or dead it all depend on this 48 hours.
But he did not make it for the 48 hours. He only manage 24 hours. Why he can survive the first 24 but not the next 24....I don't understand why...
He make it into COE, pass his driving, bowled his first game for team 2...But now everything is gone....Why is this happening to him....Everything seems perfect but now all the perfect things he had done is all gone....
Ever since the time i heard about his death till now, i am in shock and sadness...Moodyness also... Everything happen too sudden....
Yesterday we won 3-0 but we got no chance to tell him now...For the reminding games, we must fight and win and get to top 3...Thats Donal's wish...And this maybe the last thing we can do for him....
I will train myself real hard and win big for Donal....
I cannot write anymore liao...I am going to cry soon...
Note to Team 2:
Try your best to bowl well for the reminding game. We had almost come to the mid of the season and we are doing well...Therefore continue to do your best and win big for our captain, Donal...This is his last wish for us....
Rest In Peace Donal....You will always be remembered by everyone....
9:07 AM
Monday, July 09, 2007
Why is life so boring....Nothing to do....Everyday, we are doing the same thing again and again...Everyweek we are doing the same routine again and again...Is there anything special or better to be done....When can MP and SIP end....I don't want to wake up so early everyday...I can say that i suddenly wake up on sunday morning at 7am saying to my mum that is dad fetching me to school today....Than i notice that its a sunday and i went back to sleep again....Haiz....
I don't want this type of life...Everyday doing the same thing again and again....Even weekend i felt stress about school...School sux....Thats all i can say....
This weekend was a boring one...Sat. went out with only tat wee... Xuan as usual ps us....Teng another one...Nel also....Whats wrong with all my bro. except tat wee....Weekend is the only time we can meet up yet no one want to meet....Wat the fuck are you all doing...Why we just cannot be like last time..... I know xuan got competition coming up....Than the rest.....Don't tell me everyweek you all so busy till cannot find time to gather meh...To chill out and enjoy....Near by also can.... At least we got meet mah....
I hope this weekend all will be avaliable to meet sia...Or else i will go mad already....
Donal's condition had gone worse....Now in ICU and cannot visit him...Hope he will be out of ICU soon...I want to see him back to the lanes....
Thats all for now,....Me going mad soon...., so you all better not say anything wrong....Get scolding not my business already....Not i never warn u all huh....
3:29 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Haiz...This world is always not fair....Those who wish to be attached, they just could not find one...Those who are attached kept changing girlfriends....Why, why, why....Just don't understand the world...
I am wondering everyday, when will it be my turn to get attach....????Together, forever...When will my dream come thru....???
My sis is back from aust. And i am back to my ownself....Wat a happy week i am having...My form is back, i am enjoying my day, smiling all day...But can this last forever...I took me a very long time to get back to whom i am once after coming back from cambodia....
My sis will be back in singapore for only 18 days and she will go back to aust. again. Hmmm...She's back means my house will be crowed again with me and my sis voices all over the house. But this will be for awhile onli...18days seems short and long....Spend it wisely and there will be no regret when she goes back again.
Last week was esc agm. A successful one. Everything went according as plan. Upcoming event is eeo recruitment and camp...Than is oct intake and director's cup....Hmmmm....one event by a time bah or else i will go crazy de....Hahaha
Something more sad to say...My friend Donal who had finish his operation last week now had confirmed that he got 1st stage cancer. Hopefully he will recover soon and avaliable to receive the prize with team 2.
Another sad thing is my laptop will be gone till thursday. It went for reformating and survicing to help me better...Hehehe...I will miss my lappy for 3days....
Thats for now...Hopefully sat. can go eat durian in geyland....
3:21 PM
