Sunday, September 30, 2007
Hmmm....Seems like i had not being blogging for a long long time. Sorri sia. For the pass 3 weeks, i had been busy with school events. First, it was Robo GP by SME. Immediately after Robo i continued with Camp 500 by ESC. After that, i did not go home. I continued with Jap Xchange workshop by E2 Martix. I went home straight away after the workshop so that i could re-charge for Monday's school training and Jap Xchange training camp. Super siong sia. Hahaha. After Jap Xchange training camp, by right is a rest day for me. But i still went back to school for meeting till 7pm. After meeting went home pack my things. I'm abit mad for the whole week sia. Morning go for Jap Xchange, at nite go for charlet. Crazy me. Sat. still go to Sentosa to play with the Japanese student. Whoa.... Seems like i am training myself for week 0 next year huh.
1 week of Jap Xchange pass very fast. Even i cannot remember how long i had spend together with the Jap student. All i can remember is that i will never forget those moment i had with them even though i had been jumping from 1 group to another.
After Jap Xchange, it was SME cub com camp. Hmmm.... never really did alot this time round. The busy part was to set up the stage and PA system for them. Thats all. During the first day of camp, i did not stay as i went for Singapore Open.
The 4 tries i had for youth open qualifier really gave me some brightness to the upcoming tournament. With my new bowling ball, fury pearl, i can do wonders of things and scoring high. The felling for bowling seems to be back. All i need to do is just to be consistent.
One day, maybe one day, i will be able to get what i really wish for. It is just the matter of time thats all. Just wait for the right time. :)
*See all the jap student in japan nxt year.
3:36 AM
Friday, September 07, 2007
Long long time nvr update my blog liao.... Hmmm...stress, busy, mix feelings and many many other reason for not updating.
Since now i am at robogp and nothing to do, so decided to blog lor. I want me to update the pass weeks and days, it will be very long sia....Heheeheee....
Everyday i had learn alot of things. Mostly are leadership and time management. Lead the way, decide the best, the team is always behind supporting you. We had 24 hours aday, so long a time, we can wonders of thing. But why am i so stress and busy everyday. Alot of people said that i put too much pressure on myself already. That is why my metal is so week. I am always thinking to far and thinking impossible things which will never happen.
Oh my god, what is wrong with me now. I am not like this last year. I enjoy myself more last year compare to this year. This year there is alot of downs more than up. So many unwanted things happening around me. Why why why...
Wild thought had been coming too me whenever i am down. Why is it so hard to be in a relationship these day. This question had been with me for a ling long time.....Haiz...No ans. I also don't know why.....
Not a happy day on the lanes yesterday. Someone just made my lose my cool on the lanes. In the end, I did not bowl well. I don't wish to point finger at anyone but myself. But this will not happen anymore, i wish. At jurong superbowl, i will do my very best and win 20 points for the team.
1:56 PM
