Sunday, March 30, 2008
Early morning 5plus i was already in the airport with my dad. First, i walk around T3 with dad and after that send him off..... After sending off, went to Mac to eat breakfeast and at the same time play my psp as it was still early....
Around 7plus, went to look for Perry... He's flying to China for a week.... Stay till 830 which is after he check in.... Nvr send him off cuz need to the other Terminal to send her off... So wish him happy voyage....
At T1, i walk up and down to look for her but still, i did not manage to see her.... So decided to call her lor.... First she told me she was at row 2 than i think how can it be row 2 wen there is nobody there so call her again, than she say she make a mistake, is row 7... Hahaha... Its okie, nvr blame her....
Walk up to her and talk to her for awhile..... Than took a pic with her as something to remember cuz i realli don't noe wats going to happen in 2 months time... Whr will i be, I also don't know... Than talk to the parents for awhile... After that, they gather together for briefing and time for her to go in liao... I pass her the notebook which i bought for her.... Hopefully she will use it....Hahaha
As predicted in my pass blog that i will cry.... Yup... But my cry cannot being seen... Cuz is cry from inside.... Somemore i am wearing my sunglasses so no one can see....
Hmm... it seems lke yesterday that she says she is going to China.... I nvr imaging that time realli pass so fast.... Worse of all, Should not had taken up the Nokia job so that can spend time with her before she leave.... So many regrets and how can i repay these regrets....
Happy voyage and Take care over there.... The rest is in the notebook in gave u...
See u back in sg soon... and let MJ again.....Hahaha.....
Quote of the Day...
Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long...you're always thinking of them, and when you're with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple. It's quite complex. It's a mix of about everything. It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it's almost every feeling you can imagine and more. You know love when you find it, it's that person that when they smile it brightens up your day, you can't stop staring at them for fear of losing them, they're always on your mind, you daydream of being with them, even if they're less than 20 feet away...and you can't stand it when they're not with you, the worst feeling you could ever feel is when you know that person you love is not with you...you can't tell when love will happen, you just know when it does, that moment when you first lay eyes on that person, and you never want to look away...that is love. Nothing less.
11:50 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Today i face my worse encounter.... My mind went blank during my sup paper.... This had nvr happen in my whole life sia....OMG.... Lucky all the things that i learnt came back into my mind... However not all came back for me.... But i tried my very best for the paper already.... Now is to pray hard that i will pass and graduate and end my 17 years of studies.... Just a pass...Yes just pass....
Wen i am down, someone msg me.... I maybe too straight forward today..... But still I am happy wen i am down and someone is there for me.... Since last nite, u had been there for me already.... I know you are always there for me wenever and whrever i am.... Same for me.... I will always be there for u wenever and whrever u are..... All i wanna to say is Thank You.... I am fine now... wen result is out, I will sure tell u de... :)
You are flying on Sunday liao and is like 4 more days.... Hopefully can meet u this sat. nite or else on Sunday we will meet at the airport.... I cannot imaging wat will it be like to send u off on Sunday.... Question: will i secretly cry in my heart that i will be missing u for 2 months.... But if i cry, thats normal of me lah.... hahahah
Today after my sup paper, i went to bugis all by myself to emo.... This is normal of me to go out on myself wen i am down... I don't like ppl to see my down expression.... Cuz is very the scary de.... While on the bus, I was thinking of alot of things but no longer my paper thats for sure.... I am thinking of Sunday, I am thinking of Japan trip, I am thinking of many many things.... The whole trip to and back from bugis i am thinking of things till i go headache.... :p
Thats all for now....
No quotes today.... :(
10:06 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Studying half way for sup paper and decided to blog...
Soon, very soon, i will not be able to see her for 2 months.... And in this 2 months alot of things may happen.... And the worse fear is that wen she is back, i am in NS already..... I realli hope to meet her for the very last time this sat. as a farewell before she leaves for China....
Its realli super unlucky for me these few weeks.... 1stly i got a job and it is the worse job i ever done and i manage to stay for 8days.... Should not had taken up the job so that i can do other things.... Haiz.... Nxt is failing cleanroom... OMG.... Of all subject fail cleanroom.... But was predicted long long time ago... So mind quite prepare for it already.... Year 1.1 fail 1 subject.... 3.2 fail another.... Starting and ending of my poly life all go sup... Sounds nice huh.... Hahaha.... Pray hard do well for sup and don't think so much liao....
Going over to Japan soon.... Likely date is 16 of May... But i am planning 22 of may which is after my graduation ceremony but mum does not realli like the idea.... Hmm...Let the adults decide bah the most don't go for the ceremony lor... Also no point going... My whole family not in SG.... Nobody will see me take the cert but onli my friends and my ancestors....
Think must go back to study liao.... hehehe.... Pray for the best sia.... realli hope to meet u before u fly..... I dare to say, i am going to miss u badly......
Quote of the Day :
Love Is...
Love is when you wake up, he is already on your mind.
Love is when you lost your heart, he is all that you canfind.
Love is when you want to be the one to dry his eyes.
Love is when you see the truth in every one of his lies.
Love is when you want to listen to all his whims and woes.
Love is when you want him to take care everywhere he goes.
Love is when he calls you, your heart goes a flutter.
Love is when you see him, "I love you..." you silently stutter.
Love is when you tell the world that you love him so.
Love is when you've told the world, but he doesn't know.
Love is when you know you'll still love him when he's lost
his hair.
Love is when your eyes light up when you see him there.
Love is also when you hear your heart break when he held hands with her.
Love is also when you crumbled as you hear them say that it will last forever.
Love is also when you cry inside yet smile outside when they say hi to you.
Love is also when you held your breath and said, "How do you do?"
Love is also when you let him go, you know he is happy now.
Love is also when you know you'll get over him somehow.
Love is also when his happiness is what matters to you.
Love is also when you let him love her, and not love you true.
Love is when you'll still love him...and still, he'll never know.
Love is when you'll swallow the pain and slowly let go.
Yet love is a funny thing Love is when you smile when you hear that it's him and her no more. Love is when you hear he sent her through the door.
Love is when you try to bump into him again.
Love is when he'll say hi to you and there is no more pain.
Love is suddenly real love when he says he loves you too.
Love is suddenly real love when his life revolves around you.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but he didn't dare.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but thought you didn't care.
Love is suddenly real love when now it's all coming true.
Love is suddenly real love when you love him and he loves you.
Love is suddenly real love when now your life is nearly complete.
Love is suddenly real love when everyday, it's him you meet.
Love is suddenly real love when your friends accept him too.
Love is suddenly real love when you can have time for them and him and you.
12:58 AM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Hmmm.... Today going out late.... So decided to blog....
Life is a very complicated thing which i had discover.... Some times you seems to be happy but inside you, you are not.... Some times you seems to be angry but inside you are thinking of forgiveness... You want life to be short but it just cannot end... But you want to enjoy your days more, in the end your life became short....
Some people dead of no reason.... Some people fail for no reason even though he/she work very hard....
Just wish to know y life is so complicated with so many obsiticles to go thru.....
I am very sick of obsiticles already.... 21 years of up and downs and more to come.... Can life be smooth.... How i wish.... But this wish will not come thru.... Even wen u are as old as 80 years old.....
1 obsiticles that everyone will encounter is who are your true and trusted friends..... This obsiticles will be discovered personally.... Not alot of people can see it.... But i can tell you i seen enough of it already since i go to schools.... My buddies may think i trusted everyone around me.... But they are very very wrong.... I not that i trusted everyone around me but is i just ignore wats going on around me and let it go.... I just wanna to be happy everyday without any fear.... If i continue to fear somemore, i will have mental breakdown.... By than... I do not even trust my family already..... So buddies i know what you all are feeling about trusting your closes friends.... But I can tell you no matter what happen, just let it go....
You all may think letting go is easy.... Its never.... It takes many many years to let go or sometimes it can nvr be let go.... But wen u let it go, it is not forgive too cuz memory will bring back what happen....
Too many things happen to my buddies after exam.... 1 cannot graduate due to discipline problem in school.... And i believe is the CM playing him.... The other is sad about the death of his friend's cousin whom he don't even know.... After talking to them and about their problems, I recall and I believe what they are facing now is what i had faced in the pass....
Cheers my buddies.... Take it easy K?
Quotes for the day:
No Matter Where You Go..No Matter What You Do..If We Grow Apart..Or Come Closer Together..If You Fall In Love..And Forget All About Me..Or If You Came To Hate Me..I Want You To Know That I Will Always Love You..And Always Be There For You..No Matter Where Your Destiny Lies..You Will Always Be My Friend..And If Fate Tears Us Apart..Always Remember That No Matter How Long It Has Been Since We Talked..Or Why We Stopped Talking..If Life Brings You Down..I Will Always Be There For You..You Can Call Me Anytime..Anywhere..I Will Listin To You..I Wont Ever Judge You..And Always Remember..I Love You
11:55 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Yahoo... Exams over liao.... Time to enjoy first before results are out.... I am very scare about my result cuz all 3 subjects i got no confident in passing sia.... ICC paper was easy but i scare my ca will make me fail... Than auto NVS.... CA sure pass but the paper was killer.... So don't know can pass anot.... Than cleanroom no exam but i scare will fail also cuz never do well in some areas which will pull my results down also.... But now what i can do is just pray everyday that i got no sup paper than i can offically say i graduate with a Diplomal In Mechatronics.... After that will be looking forward to NS....
For now, all i want is to enjoy as much as i can... Spend money, go out, play bowling, play Viwawa, Play mahjorn and many many more... Just wish to laugh my lungs out...Play my heart out....
I discover one thing that is happening to me.... I am very near to what i want but When i comes closer, I cannot get it.... I also don't know why... Life to me seems to be very hard sia... Why i can leave peacefully without any stress in mind and everything can just go smoothly without any worries.... Haiz.....
How i wish i am able to tell her that I like her.... I am not go in my words... And i do not realli talk alot... What i can do is by actions after actions. Everyone actions i did theres meaning in it.... Some may understand some may not.... But thats what i can do best... Hopefully i can get her heart soon.... Or else will need to wait till she comes back.... By than, i will not know where am i already.... In NS?
Finally i am back to the lanes already.... Things seems well.... And there is something which i cannot have wen i bowl that is my wrist guard.... Without it, I cannot bowl well...
That all for Now... Updates again cuz is like 238am... Hahaha
Before i go heres the quotes of the blog:
LoyaltyLook not for beautyNor whiteness of skinBut look for the heartThat is loyal withinFor beauty may fadeAnd white skin grow oldBut the heart that is loyalWill never grow cold.
2:19 AM
