Friday, August 28, 2009
Yesterday was the scarest day i ever had.... I had suffer hyperventilation and almost don't get to see this world anymore... I almost went to see god of death too... lucky everything was fine now except some chest pain.... Scary scary super scary... I can hear wat everybody was telling me but i cannot respond or reply... my jaws were lock... My eyes was close too... my mo wanted me to open but i can't... don't know wat he did that make me struggle to open my eyes... but for alot of times i just wanna to close my eyes... my whole body was numb and my fist were tightly close together... my breathing was so hard and fast.... they tired to sit me up but i was in great pain that i cried out loud with my heavy breathing... How i was landed in NUH i don't know... I onli know the nurse kept calling me to control my breathing or else they cannot hlp me... than the doctor came but my breathing was still uncontrollable... they put me sit up and i struggle in pain again and no one cares about me and let me suffer... After that i was push outside... Another doctor came and injucted some medication into me and my breathing had been control... I was discharged after sometimes with nothing with me except for my uniform... I wasn't given anything but onli medical report for my mo and medical appointment....
Today went to see doctor at poly clinic cuz still got chest pain and breathlessness... He think i wanna to chiao gen so nvr give me mc onli give me light duties.... Haiz... Y wen ns man go see doctor means wanna to chiao gen... we see doctor for a reason.... Cuz we are sick... Can doctor pls do their duties we are also human okie....
Today clear leave and off.... So stay at home rest... tonight not sure need to go back anot cuz now i go back also cannot do anything.... Await for sergeant confirmation lor....
2:50 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
This is post no. 190....
Long weekend and going to book in tonight liao....
Kinda of enjoy my long weekend....
Sat. went to my cousin's 1 year old birthday after that headed down to marina square to meet wee and nel first... caught 17 small bear bear this time... thats cool... hahaha.... went down to orchard after that... ion shopping centre realli big sia...very messy too... don't know whr to start walking... went herren to meet ah liang and her friends... like meet her for less than a min onli hahaha.... had dinner at bugis illuma.... ate fish market... err... can't finish the seafood platter for 2 with xuan sia cuz super big....hahahha
Watch up the movie after dinner... The movie was great... its funny.... me and shirleen laughed out loud for the whole movie session... hahaha....
After movie, we walk from bugis to clark quake... a super long walk on a super hot weather.... look for a bar with air con ad decided to go boat quake and went into eski bar... omg it use to be very cold in there but not this time round sia.... some more not much of ppl... maybe all went to club liao.... hahaha...
Had a wonderful meet up on sat. cuz long time nvr meet shirleen liao... :)
Sunday we met up again at compass point.... xuan say got things to tell us.... hahaha... i know wat he is going to tell... but just keep it to myself and tell the rest another thing... :P saying he is in a relationship is fake cuz he will not go into it so fast... the truth is he's going to thailand for 2 weeks follow by a trip to malaysia for a few more days... so he will be spending his birthday over in thailand with the army....
For this reason, he treated us saka sushi.... in total we ate $157.... still no one break my record in treating.... hahaha.... After the meal we walk around for awhile and headed back home to watch ndp 09...
Every year i don't watch de... but this year don't know wat makes me watch hahaha.... nvr regret watching this years de... its realli different from the past and its worth spending my time watching....
Nxt sunday ahm liao... 10km run... haiz...but will have off the nxt day... worth it bah... hahaha....
1 more month and it will be my birthday soon... still got no idea wat to do and whr to go... wat i want this birthday still not sure... onli know 1 wish... that is to be in a relationship.... every year the same old wish and it nvr came thru at all... haiz....
11:08 AM
