Thursday, September 29, 2011
at this period of time, i wish to be there by your side but i can't. Cuz is all over and is the past for us already. Discover and soul searching, is my fault that cause all these... If time can reverse, i will not had done it. I don't wish to be over between the both of us. But u choose to end just after i finish my work at IT fair. Now watever i said i will nvr bring you back. I only can flash back memories which i had spend with you for the last 11 months. I miss those days those happy moment when we were together...
Life must move forward no matter wat. Enjoying every moment i have with my belove teammates. They are the ones that pull me thru those moment i had... Without them i think i had commited sucide already... 11 floor jump down and everything will be forgotten cuz that part of the month is my worse set back ever...Is worse than i nvr make it for my o-levels. Even thou i always say is stupid to commit sucide but when u are facing so much problems from sch till relationship at one go and there are nobody support... all your believes had became negative... Therefore with my teammates especially mel, jen and jay, they had save my life... Thanks to all that believe who i am and what kind of person am i...
the future is bright, things are going as plan because i am determind to do wat i want... hopefully i can get my dream job upon graduation...
12:31 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2011
As days goes by, life seems to be back to normal all of a sudden... How i did it, i also don't know... I just go out with my bowling friends, chill, tcc with them, play around, go bowling etc etc.
School starting nxt year, currently half secured a job as cca program executive... Tuesday going for the school's interview with the principle... So ya... If i get this job, i can survive for the nxt few years before i graduate...
Why ccpe, cuz is something that i had been doing since poly times and even now... So now is i organise and do the planning just like gary my sim bowling sport advisor... Interesting job to look forward compare to rich art where i need to drive the f***ing lorry.
12:42 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2011
It has been a tiring day but I have learn alot today... Being an admin for bowling is not fun at all... Its more tiring than i bowl lol... But still it something to do with bowling and thats my game... who knows, one day i am working for sbf hehehe :D i will try my best to get back to sch and if i do so, i will be back to team SIM offically and i will work hard and play for sunig for sim... :D
24th birthday had pass... Did nothing much that day... went for my job interview as a ccpa for schools after which, went for dinner with mel than went for my lonely shopping at vivo and bought myself a g shock watch... At nite cut cake eat cake with my cousins since they like parties LOL... Lastly staying at home watch 阳光天使...
11:51 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Yes today is my birthday... And i discover that these few years on the eve of my birthday, i spend it at the bowling alley LOL...
Lonely birthday... As in i got no love to spend my birthday with this year once again... But i am happy that my bowling friends are spending with me.. First was with Mel and Anna and Anna's bf and SY eating pig organ soup after bowling lol... Wat a way to start my 24th... And on this day, i successfully park parrell parking lol...
Later in the night going out to meet bro for a meal and drinks... LOL... At least got some activity plan by friends... Tourch tourch.... I'm not alone after all... :D
Happy Birthday To Me... Hehehe
2:35 AM
Wednesday, September 07, 2011
I need to find my direction in life or else i will be no where... I left school in June, went to work in July, September which is now, decided to go back to school again... And while waiting to go into school i wish to do lots of things, go for photoshop cs4 course, photography course,planning for sis wedding at the same time looking for job that is somehow link to my course...
However it seems like my direction is everywhere, linking photography and photoshop is to work in bridal shop... Planning for my sis wedding plus my new enrolled degree course is to not onli work in hotel plus also a wedding planner...
Therefore the direction is am going to now is 2 ways... And i am like 2 roads how and where to walk too... i wish i can walk 2 ways... than work and study at the same time but can i take it anot even thou i don't mind slping inside the bridal shop to work study than tired already just slp inside nxt morning continue... LOL Larry is mad sorri about it... hehehe
I think i better talk to boss first before making any decision...
11:28 PM
