Friday, October 06, 2006
It has been a very disappointing and sad week for me....Last week i nvr do well in my national selection... This week more things happen... Coach told me that i will not be playing for tp in the upcoming IP.... I knew it... But i didn't expect that i am not even in the reserve..... How can this be happening to me....
I had being doing well for the past few months but now everything seem to be over for me. Is this the end of bowling for me or should i give myself abreak first before deciding. I am lost. I do not know wat to do.
My dad told me that i am no training hard enough. He also told me to take this as a learning experience. But can i do it. I realli don't know. Wats in my mind now is the question why is this happening to me. Why.
Can i get over it. Can i do it. Can i.
Am i able to believe in myself or Am i just a useless person.
Wat is the ans. Wat should i do.
Is this realli the end. Is it.
6:16 PM
