Wednesday, May 30, 2007
As the day goes, I am getting better. My scores are increasing at every game. Thats for day 2. I am very happy about the progress.
Day 3 i did some changes. Compare to day 2, my hand angle was like an escalator. From 5th floor till 1st floor. If onli i bowl the same as my first and third game, than i combine the score with my team captain, we will sure get broze. Haiz...Nvm no regret for this cuz i learn somethings after all.
Day 4 which is the last day, i did not do well. My first game was like crap. The second game was worse. Lucky came back at the last game but it was too late.For the first game, my release was not straight. So i change my hand angle to 5 floor. I am back for awhile.
5 floor was not the angle i should be playing but i discover too late. In the last few frame of my second game, I change to 1st floor. Things started to change abit again. This time the ball overhook. Wth. Okie, so i change board lor.
Haiz still over hook, so i try something i had never try before. I go low but swing high. More than 90 degrees. The power of my strike was super sia. I had nvr do this before. But i can only do it on 1 lane. The other lane can't really do it. Because the oiling condition is different. But i don't care. Finally got it. Haiz..Super late than found the solution but its over liao.
After the game, i was super tired. Because yesterday, we played really very fast. We were the first group to finish. Too fast till i got no time to re-charge. Sit down for awhile than my turn already.
I still got 2 more days to bowl. That is tonight and tmr COE. I hope i can qualify for COE. My dream is to go Team Singapore and this is the chance. Really hope can get in. So tmr must really do my best and show Team Singapore coach what i have.
Thats all for now....
10:01 AM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Day 1 of national age group i can say was ok onli...I tried my best and know my mistake. Today i am going all out to make things happen. I am aiming for a 200 series today.
Yesterday for my first game, i had quite a number of spilt. Pocket split somemore.Wth... Lucky i got my mp3 with me. It calm me down well. The funny thing was i am trying all ways to find my line when i should had played the outside. I manage to come back in the second game but the 3rd was full of question marks. I just could not strike. It either over hook or under hook. Play outside, under hook. Play inside, over hook. I also don't know whr to play sia. So just spare lor. But i am unlucky to spare head pin especially when there were 2 pins left. My ball just chop through 1 pin and missing the other. Very Dots.
Its over for day 1. I know i tried my best so i nvr blame on anything except that luck was not on my side yesterday for awhile.
As what my dad had told me in the car yesterday, go for a higher swing to get more power.Therefore today i am not going to store anymore energy. I am going all out. Hoefully i think.
Day 2....To be continue....
10:50 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Today is my first time bowling for SRC in inter-club league. However i screw almost all my games. Why i cannot get over tension? Why? What happen to me last year during National Selection happened again today. My whole body was super solid in the begining. After that things were slightly better for me. But when i was about to finish, everything went wrong again. Why?Why?Why?
Why i just cannot control myself. I kind of hate myself badly. With my F***ing attitude how can i get into National this year. I can do very well in training but i cannot repeat what i did during competition. Why i just cannot enjoy the process? Why why why?
Should i sleep and never wake up? Should i just give up everything after coming so far? Should I?
I reallly don't know any of the ans.
All of you may think its a normal game but when u step into the lane, holding the ball, preparing to go, the feeling is more tends than watching a person bowl. I just want to get over this tension thing ASAP before the big game which is starting on Monday.
I really hope everything will be right on Monday. I really want it to be right. Or else it will be another downfall for Larry and it maybe worse this time round.
Go away u stupid tension...Larry don't like you at all....
11:47 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
I am very confuse this week. Confuse about....? Whether to go for ESC election anot. It seems like nothing to be confuse about going for election but to be honoured that you are going for election which is once in a life time thing.
However i felt very confuse. Alot of negative things just came to my mind after the workshop on Monday. This seem like the first time i felt so confuse that i need to go around asking people should i go for election.
The respond from those who i ask, some told me to go for it, some told me not to go and some told me its your own decision.
Lucky i got friends who gave me the ans. First it was my President and Vice President of SME. They told me to go by my heart. Whatever decision i made, i got their support. Than is bro. tat wee. He told me if I don't go, i may regret when i graduate. Than my mei, Gina also told me told me to go for it. Lastly is Joyce who really gave me the ans. Since I had decided so long already, there is no point withdrawing cuz my mind is set already.
All i want to say is thnx to those who had been by my side. I have learn something, do what you had already plan for or else u will regret. Also take one step at a time.
I am going for election and my heart had settle down for now. I can now concentrate on my training for competition.
Talking about training, i am doing well in OCC. I can score a 200 series. Hmmm...becuz the lane is dry therefore easier to bowl. Actual day will not be that easy. So i need to train even harder especially in SRC where i think the lane condition on the actual day will be the same as SRC.
Vote for me...Thnx....
9:33 PM
Monday, May 07, 2007
Once again its national age group. It is like going exam once again. This year my target is reaching to masters. If possible, I also want to win something. Either team, doubles or over all. Thats my aim for this year.
Therefore, i am training as hard as possible. All my forcus is on this competition. Everyday after school, i will be going down to OCC to bowl. If i am not bowling, i will go home and rest. No late nights, no injuries and stay forcus for 4 weeks.
I seems more serious this time round. Because I know my pass mistakes and I don't wish to repeat it again. Furthermore, this maybe my last year participating NAG. Next year, i will be going NS and after NS i will not be able to participant already. So, this year if there is any chances to go Team Singapore, I will not let go any of it.
Thats all for now...
More updates will be coming soon...
Forcus is part of the game plan....
11:17 AM