Sunday, August 19, 2007
Its a very bad week for me.
Firstly i lose my mp4 in school on Monday. My mp4 was with me for only a few months and now its gone. Haiz...The funny thing is that my bag got things that are more expensive but the person only took my mp4. Why out of so many things, he/she want my mp4 and not the other things. Hahhaha....
The worse bad week i had was that i was kick out of the top 16 spot to be selected for Inter-Poly in Nov. yeaterday. I was so close yet so far. I lost out to alvin by 20 pins. No point blaming other people but only me, myself. I could had gone in easily if only my metal was strong enough. From the evaluation conducted, i can see that i had not recover from last years nitemare at the national selection.
Coach pointed out something which i had thought about it for along time. Why i take Inter-Poly as a mark. There are still alot of competitions coming up. IVP, Singapore Open, Milo, AIA, ETC. The most important event of the year is National Youth selection. Going into NY has always been my dream since i started bowling seriously 3 years ago. So why i take inter-poly as my pit stop to bowling. The real target is ny.
Coach was supportive towards me that, he let me train together with the top 16 and also manage the team. He had never gave up on my since last year. In other not to disappoint him again, I will train myself well enough to get into NY and also asst. him in managing the team.
When i am down, i notice and discover that i was not alone at all. I got a team that is always supporting each other. They are a team that make me never gave up on them. Thanks team 2. We will stick together as a team no matter what happen.
Thats all for now...
* Thanks coach for not giving up on me. I will work hard and get into NY and asst. you.
* Team 2 thanks alot. I will never forget all of you even when i graduate next year.
8:59 AM
Monday, August 06, 2007
Again and again i screw myself on the lane. Why....why...why...Is it a curse or am i not concentrating...Can anyone tell me....I am now in a very deep shit condition. My chance for playing in IP this is very slim. Having nitemares everytime i go and sleep. The scores that i had played on sat. is in my mind. I am now very worried that i cannot get into IP this year. Could it be i had not recover from depression last year. I may had told myslef i had recovered but seem like i had not really recover. Oh Man...Wat to do sia. National Selection? Hmmm....Maybe....
My guardian Angel will be coming on the 26th August...Hope he can save me and i will be ready for National Team Selection.
The good thing is that, i bowled well on thursday against SMU. The team also fought well and we won 11.5 points and now in 8th position. This week no league. Next week is against NTU. Hopefully things will go well at yishun. Again it is a very fierce match....
Yesterday went out with some of team src for steam boat at marina south. Quite shy yesterday as its my first time with the team. Scare that i do the wrong things or say the wrong words. So never do much and talk much yesterday. Hope you all understand bah. Next time will not be like this liao, i hope. :)
Project finish doing liao. But supervisor on MC for 3 days. Haiz. Nothing to do liao. Maybe coming to school late this few days bah. Hehehe.
Thats all for now....
* Larry Please Concentrate on the lanes please or else you will be dead as soon as this week...
11:22 AM
