Monday, August 06, 2007
Again and again i screw myself on the lane. Why....why...why...Is it a curse or am i not concentrating...Can anyone tell me....I am now in a very deep shit condition. My chance for playing in IP this is very slim. Having nitemares everytime i go and sleep. The scores that i had played on sat. is in my mind. I am now very worried that i cannot get into IP this year. Could it be i had not recover from depression last year. I may had told myslef i had recovered but seem like i had not really recover. Oh Man...Wat to do sia. National Selection? Hmmm....Maybe....
My guardian Angel will be coming on the 26th August...Hope he can save me and i will be ready for National Team Selection.
The good thing is that, i bowled well on thursday against SMU. The team also fought well and we won 11.5 points and now in 8th position. This week no league. Next week is against NTU. Hopefully things will go well at yishun. Again it is a very fierce match....
Yesterday went out with some of team src for steam boat at marina south. Quite shy yesterday as its my first time with the team. Scare that i do the wrong things or say the wrong words. So never do much and talk much yesterday. Hope you all understand bah. Next time will not be like this liao, i hope. :)
Project finish doing liao. But supervisor on MC for 3 days. Haiz. Nothing to do liao. Maybe coming to school late this few days bah. Hehehe.
Thats all for now....
* Larry Please Concentrate on the lanes please or else you will be dead as soon as this week...
11:22 AM
