Friday, September 07, 2007
Long long time nvr update my blog liao.... Hmmm...stress, busy, mix feelings and many many other reason for not updating.
Since now i am at robogp and nothing to do, so decided to blog lor. I want me to update the pass weeks and days, it will be very long sia....Heheeheee....
Everyday i had learn alot of things. Mostly are leadership and time management. Lead the way, decide the best, the team is always behind supporting you. We had 24 hours aday, so long a time, we can wonders of thing. But why am i so stress and busy everyday. Alot of people said that i put too much pressure on myself already. That is why my metal is so week. I am always thinking to far and thinking impossible things which will never happen.
Oh my god, what is wrong with me now. I am not like this last year. I enjoy myself more last year compare to this year. This year there is alot of downs more than up. So many unwanted things happening around me. Why why why...
Wild thought had been coming too me whenever i am down. Why is it so hard to be in a relationship these day. This question had been with me for a ling long time.....Haiz...No ans. I also don't know why.....
Not a happy day on the lanes yesterday. Someone just made my lose my cool on the lanes. In the end, I did not bowl well. I don't wish to point finger at anyone but myself. But this will not happen anymore, i wish. At jurong superbowl, i will do my very best and win 20 points for the team.
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