Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I hate my instructor to the max sia. Had him for 4 session already. Super damm "heng" to have him sia. I think he target me and requested to take me for driving. OMG. Hate him, hate him, hate him. If i continue had him as my instructor, i think on dec 19 is fail liao lah.
Why i hated him so much? Firstly, he everything also cannot. He everything goes by the book de. When go up slope on the road pull hand break than go. Cannot half clutch. Nonsense sia. Than do parking especially parallel everytime say not straight de. All the times i see okie mah. Where got not straight. Think his eyes not straight lah not the car not straight. When doing vertical parking worse, sometimes turn abit too late (my fault), but i know it will not hit the poles or kerb. But the nood instructor was so scared that he kept holding on to my steering wheel and call me to go out. I cannot take it liao, so i just turn in and park lor. Proof to him that the car can still be park. Angry...Angry...Super Angry.....
Don't talk about the nood already. Today rain very heavily sia. I was so the lazy to leave my bed. But i tell myself : " test coming liao must be hardworking". So i got off my bed and wash up. After my driving, went to hougang point to walk walk lor. Wanted to buy 1 canton of green tea and so chips. But mum told me tmr got more offers. So i decided not to buy till tmr lor. Hahaha.
Now i am at home....Waiting for time to pass. Sian. Later got meeting. I am so lazy to leave the house again. Can i not go for meeting. My wednesday should be free. However need to go back for just 1hr. Waste my time sia. I want to sleep at home de or do some other things.
Something which i had been thinking when i am on board the bus. Am i overdoing somethings and underdoing some other things. I not so sure also. Am i too desperate to fulfill my dreams or is it my mind is thinking too many things till it is confused now. I suspect that i am overspending on alot of things which i do not need to spend. Somethings i felt is worth spending, somethings i spend already, i do not know what the hell am i spending for. Shit sia.
From a money saver to a money spender. This cannot be. I only spend alot when i am not in a good mood or when i am down. Don't tell me when i am stress, i also spend alot sia. This is serious, if really stress that cause me to spend alot, i think i must really take a break after 30 Nov. No more clubs activities for the time being. Only MJ and bowling and studies.
er....very long blog today sia....Stop here first....Hehehe
2:29 PM
