Friday, August 28, 2009
Yesterday was the scarest day i ever had.... I had suffer hyperventilation and almost don't get to see this world anymore... I almost went to see god of death too... lucky everything was fine now except some chest pain.... Scary scary super scary... I can hear wat everybody was telling me but i cannot respond or reply... my jaws were lock... My eyes was close too... my mo wanted me to open but i can't... don't know wat he did that make me struggle to open my eyes... but for alot of times i just wanna to close my eyes... my whole body was numb and my fist were tightly close together... my breathing was so hard and fast.... they tired to sit me up but i was in great pain that i cried out loud with my heavy breathing... How i was landed in NUH i don't know... I onli know the nurse kept calling me to control my breathing or else they cannot hlp me... than the doctor came but my breathing was still uncontrollable... they put me sit up and i struggle in pain again and no one cares about me and let me suffer... After that i was push outside... Another doctor came and injucted some medication into me and my breathing had been control... I was discharged after sometimes with nothing with me except for my uniform... I wasn't given anything but onli medical report for my mo and medical appointment....
Today went to see doctor at poly clinic cuz still got chest pain and breathlessness... He think i wanna to chiao gen so nvr give me mc onli give me light duties.... Haiz... Y wen ns man go see doctor means wanna to chiao gen... we see doctor for a reason.... Cuz we are sick... Can doctor pls do their duties we are also human okie....
Today clear leave and off.... So stay at home rest... tonight not sure need to go back anot cuz now i go back also cannot do anything.... Await for sergeant confirmation lor....
2:50 PM
