Thursday, September 29, 2011
at this period of time, i wish to be there by your side but i can't. Cuz is all over and is the past for us already. Discover and soul searching, is my fault that cause all these... If time can reverse, i will not had done it. I don't wish to be over between the both of us. But u choose to end just after i finish my work at IT fair. Now watever i said i will nvr bring you back. I only can flash back memories which i had spend with you for the last 11 months. I miss those days those happy moment when we were together...
Life must move forward no matter wat. Enjoying every moment i have with my belove teammates. They are the ones that pull me thru those moment i had... Without them i think i had commited sucide already... 11 floor jump down and everything will be forgotten cuz that part of the month is my worse set back ever...Is worse than i nvr make it for my o-levels. Even thou i always say is stupid to commit sucide but when u are facing so much problems from sch till relationship at one go and there are nobody support... all your believes had became negative... Therefore with my teammates especially mel, jen and jay, they had save my life... Thanks to all that believe who i am and what kind of person am i...
the future is bright, things are going as plan because i am determind to do wat i want... hopefully i can get my dream job upon graduation...
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